Introducing… Ashlynna of Ifrit.
Well.. some may have noticed the change of the title of my blog. This is due to some changes that will be happening in the upcoming weeks. Kinkykitty, Kauri & Blindrage, have all decided to switch servers to the Ifrit server, and I am going to go with them. They are the reason I started this game in the first place, and I can’t imagine not being able to play together. I spend so much time alone right now.. lol, I’d really be alone if I stayed. Our good friend Squeekers is there and like I had mentioned before has been able to make some real progress on his character over there. We miss partying with him as well.
Progress.. I do really want that. I want the challenge of becoming good at my job, and I want to be excited to level it again. The last few parties I’ve had, have not gone particularly well, mostly due to lack of teamwork. I know that this is not something that will be automatically fixed by changing servers, but what I’m actually hoping will happen will be a change in my own attitude. Jump start a little bit of determination in myself.
I’ve met so many great people here at Ramuh, and there are some that I just simply adore. I’m going to miss them dearly, but I hope they will continue to stay in contact with me in game via messaging and e-mails.
The highlights of my days at Ramuh lately have been the very few times where I get to go spend time exploring and such with Eliktro & Baetain, or every once in awhile being able to hang out for a little bit with Mieka & Rainer, or chat with Damiero or Fuddyduddy who’s on less than I am even. Schedules are hard, and coupled with the fact that I haven’t progressed.. I’m not able to do many of the same events and such.
Change always has its hard parts.. but I’m hoping this will be a good thing, because the way I’ve been feeling lately has been closer to just quitting, and I don’t want to just yet. There are so many things I still want to try … at least once. But I’m stuck in this rut, and its time for me to either pull myself out of it, or be done. …. I’m not ready to be done, and not willing to just sit and not be doing anything to better my character. Farming water clusters is not how I want to spend the majority of my time, and thats all I seem to do anymore.
So this week is going to be filled with a lot of sadness I’m sure, as I let these dear friends I’ve made know that I’m moving. My hope is that everyone will understand that this is something I need to do.
there are a few people I want to just tip my hat to.. I want to thank you for your help, and for your friendship, you probably don’t know how much I’ve appreciated you. Rainer, Mieka, Eliktro, Damiero, Fuddyduddy, Puredarkness, etc..
“I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry” – Fergie / Big Girls don’t cry